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Wednesday, April 27th, 2005

Time:5:11 pm.
I don't think I'll be updating this thing too much anymore. It's gotten a bit boring. I don't even feel like finishing my story...
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Wednesday, April 6th, 2005

Time:4:18 pm.
I need motivation to finish my story...
I can't seem to want to write the end of it.
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Time:4:10 pm.
Mood: chipper.
I was reading my journals that I write at night and I found this entry that descibes how I'm feeling at the moment...

"It'z amazing how my mood can change so drastically after letting talk to people and letting myself think clearly.I came to realize people don't see me the way I see myself. People are always critical of themselves, and I know I am particularly hard on myself. I need to stop being so harsh towards myself. I need to like who I am for others to enjoy my company. I'm not saying I don't like myself, just I need to appreciate myself more. Be confident in who I am and radiate it for people to see. That's what I'm gonna work on more. Confidence. "

Just thought I'd let you know I'm happy... :)
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Saturday, April 2nd, 2005

Subject:Please Don't Read This If You Are In A Good Mood, It's Somewhat Depressing
Time:1:19 am.
Mood: gloomy.
Note: Please read title before continuing on...

Blah, that's how I feel right now. I'm thinking about way too many things at one time and will explode if I don't do something about it...
I don't know who I will talk to about stuff cause I'm not very open to telling people lots of my personal thoughts. Cause I'm weird like that. But the weird thing really is the fact that when I eventually talk to someone about my problems, I feel so much better. Yet the main problem is I don't talk to anyone about stuff. Well not very often anyways.
AHHHH it's all so confusing, and I'm just venting, cause,surprise surprise, I'm not always happy. That's another thing. I feel like I put on a show. Like I have to show people I'm happy, or they might actually think I'm human. What a thought. This might sound vain, but I am not perfect. I have my flaws, my downfalls, my weakpoints. Yes, now that I read that, it does sound a bit self centered, me thinking that people think I'm perfect. See, that just proves my point. I am self-centered (at certain times anyway lol).
Dang, that kind of lifted a sort of weight off my shoulders. And I'm not even talking to anybody. That's crazy.

Hmmm... what else can I put down?
College=scarey & exciting & frightening & full of new people & not wanting to be open to meeting new people but yet wanting to
Yes, it's me thinking about college. How can I not, it's already April. It's a whole new thing, something that was always bound to happen but now is coming into realization. Of course, leaving your confort zone will always be scary. But not knowing what is gonna happen, that can scare the crap out of any sensible person. Plus, the downside of it for me is the fact that I have to throw myself into a sea of strangers. I'm not good with strangers. I have to talk to people? Get to know them? Let them get to know me????? No way!! Can't do it. I don't know how I will survive this. But then again, now that I think about it, my friends and family will always have my back. That's comforting.
That brings me to something else I've been thinking about. Ben... yes that's right, I'm talking about YOU. What can I say. You make me happy. You will never let me be in a bad mood now will you??? JK That sort of thing brings a smile to my face (although sometimes a girl just needs to vent to you right?). Who knows what will happen in the future. But as of right now, what makes me sad is the thought of leaving you. I don't know how I will do it. Even a couples days not being with you gets me depressed lol. Of course there's more to it all then just this, but I'll leave that for a rainy day when we have nothing else to talk about :) But thank you for everything and for everything that's to come (I do still owe you that thing I keep not giving you). I don't want to leave anyone with the thought that everytime I think of Ben, I get sad. Actually it's the complete opposite ;)
Ok I'm done with that sappy stuff... lol

Well I guess I'll have to leave it off with that special little shout-out, cause I'm run dry of stuff to write down at the moment.

P.S. If you bothered to read it all, no need to comment, it's pretty much just for myself, to vent and calm down...
But if you want... lol
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Saturday, March 26th, 2005

Time:11:29 am.
Mood: contemplative.
I took this from Ben. It's quite amusing...

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||| 20%
Stability |||||||||||| 46%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Empathy |||||||||||||||| 70%
Interdependence |||||||||||| 50%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70%
Mystical |||||||||||| 43%
Artistic |||||||||||| 43%
Religious |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Hedonism |||| 16%
Materialism |||||||||||||| 56%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Adventurousness |||||||||| 36%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 70%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 50%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||| 56%
Romantic |||||||||||| 50%
Avoidant |||||||||||||| 56%
Anti-authority |||||||||| 36%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||||| 23%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 70%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 50%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Food indulgent |||||| 30%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 43%
Paranoia |||||| 30%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||| 36%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||| 70%
Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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Stability results were medium which suggests you are moderately relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were high which suggests you are overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense too often of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.

Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

trait snapshot:
clean, secretive, does not make friends easily, observer, hates large parties, risk averse, perfectionist, reclusive, solitude loving, more practical than abstract, does not like to stand out, high self control, intellectual, mind over heart, very cautious, takes precautions, respects authority, irritable, emotionally sensitive
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Friday, March 25th, 2005

Subject:Very interesting....
Time:4:15 pm.
Mood: creative.
Wow, I’m pretty sure this one needs to be interesting, because you’ve been waiting quite some time for this next entry...

Now, where was I? Of course, I remember. Jackie had just arrived at her secret hide-away. With the flip of a switch and some pressing of buttons, she started her machines. When all the noise had died down and there was silence, Jackie turned and saw it. The one thing that would help her more than anything else could. It was her incredible rocket ship. With time stopped, the missile was sure to be stopped in mid air. Jackie could not get up there without some sort of spectacular piece of machinery. Her rocket, the JVM 329, was her only hope at this point. After turning off the security system (remember how I told you Eastpointe isn’t the safest place, for heavens sake, there’s a missile heading toward it!), Jackie was ready to get set up in the JVM to defend the city against the threat of destruction.

While starting up the engine, Jackie made sure there were supplies and such in order for her to do her job. After she arranged her rocket for takeoff, Jackie was finally ready. She was anxious and nervous at this point for she wanted to be sure she completely destroyed the missile; she didn’t want to lose her friends (or be responsible for so many deaths).

Flying into the sky, a feeling of weightlessness came over Jackie. This feeling created a calm over her body. It made her relaxed, prepared to destroy this nuisance. Getting closer and closer to it, she pressed more buttons. The destruction sequence was ready. Just the touch of a red button was all that needed to be done to get rid of the missile. As she flew closer to it, she noticed something odd...

This was no ordinary missile. It had some strange markings on it. “What could those be?” Jackie asked herself this question. Putting the right information into her rockets computer database, she tried to figure out what these strange markings could be.

Are they some sort of message from aliens? A sign from the gold people in California? Something much more important???

Do you think you know what it means? Jackie needs all the help she can get to help figure out what to do next!!
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Wednesday, March 16th, 2005

Time:11:50 pm.
Mood: happy and tired!!!.
Motion City Soundtrack is so f'ing AWESOME live... they rocked out hard core tonight and I'm happy I went to that concert.

That's all I gotta say right now cause my ears are ringing and I'm freaking tired.

P.S. I'll finish the story soon enough, this week is a bit hectic!!!
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Wednesday, March 9th, 2005

Time:11:27 pm.
Mood: excited.
Let’s see, where did we leave off? Oh yes, a missile is headed for Eastpointe (and Warren, sorry guys) and there is only one person who knows about it and can actually do something.

"It's supposed to be a last resort but it must be done. I have to do the unthinkable and use my secret agent abilities to stop this thing. They are deadly and can only be used for dangerous adventures. I would say this is plenty dangerous. Plus I need to make sure they don’t get rusty.” With that, Jackie took out her special agent communicator that she had just used. It was a very useful machine, allowing her to contact her headquarters, look up things on the Internet, and even play solitaire and Bejeweled 2. With the flip of a switch, Jackie had one of the most awesome powers in the palm of her hand. She was able to stop time. Of course nobody knew that anyone could have such power, but as a secret agent (at a high level too) Jackie had so much more power than she seemed. As they say, looks can be deceiving.

Stopping time is an incredible thing. Jackie knew she could not mess with the forces of nature for too long, but this was a real emergency. But she did use this power to a great advantage, just for fun. She went outside and set up the texas hold’em game to make sure she had a fair chance of beating all those boys (and one girl). Now don’t look at me like that. It’s not cheating, it’s using time wisely.

Jackie took another look at her communicator. She needed to get that missile taken care of, for the longer you stop time, the harder it is to get back into the swing of things when back to normal. So she turned some dials and pushed more buttons. Out of nowhere, a loud bang was heard. This sound had no effect on Jackie, for she knew what it was. She had summoned her special agent car, the Miller Mobile .It was a black, stealthy looking car with great aerodynamics and also had some pimped out hydrolics. This automobile would take her to her secret hideaway where she would skillfully use her abilities to save her friends.

Of course, when time is stopped and no one else knows about it, Jackie didn’t need to take her time getting there. It wasn’t too far, but she still felt the need for speed. “It’s Miller Time.” Pressing down on the accelerator, Jackie weaved her way in and out of traffic, passing cars with elegant ease. She did have to slow down once, but that was to stop so she wouldn’t hit an old lady crossing the street (there seems to always be old ladies crossing streets when a fast car is heading their way). After safely moving the woman, Jackie jumped back in her car and headed for her hideaway.

Arriving at her undisclosed area (you thought I would give away the spot didn’t you?), Jackie parked her car, and locked it (despite what they tell you, Eastpointe can be very dangerous). She plopped down in her chair and made some Chai Tea while she waited for her computer to start up. It didn’t take long, both the tea and the computer, and she was set. She clicked on a few icons and it started. Machines buzzing, gadgets twirling, and finally it happened. She looked behind her and saw it...

What did Jackie see that was so important to her mission?? Maybe if you comment enough, I’ll finish this story in time for Eastpointe to be safe. Oh and maybe Warren too...
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Tuesday, March 8th, 2005

Subject:Looks Can Be Deceiving...
Time:4:41 pm.
Mood: content.
This story is dedicated to Ben, who is forcing me to do it against my will ;)

Sitting on her front lawn during a beautiful summer day in Eastpointe, a young woman named Jackie was wondering what she was going to do for the day. Go hang out with her friends? Sew something? Possibly catch up on a little reading? Maybe she was just going to get her bathing suit on and catch some rays. Finally she called up her friend and see if they wanted to go swimming, that way should could hang out and still get that beautiful tan she wanted. So it was decided Jackie would meet her friends at Joe's house to have a little fun.

After getting ready, Jackie called her boy Ben to have him pick her up, as usual (cause she always bummed rides off him) and they drove over to Joe's. When she got there, she was so happy to see her friends, Joe, Jared, Bri, Kevin, Brendan, Charlie, and Melissa (who she was actually surprised to see, for the fact was Melissa was now usually hanging out with her "other friends" a lot more :-P ) So they got settled in and God (Mrs. Baker) had set out a beautiful buffet of food. Jackie was all set to have a fun day.

After swimming for a little while, everyone decided to just chill on the lawn and play some texas hold'em. But before anything big happpened, Jared looked into the sky and saw something. "Could your dad figure out what that star is?" he asked Jackie. "I'm not sure, it's strange to see one out during the day". So everyone got back to the game. Everybody but Jackie. She was still thinking about that "star". It struck her as very odd. "I'll be right back, I need to... umm... I need to call my mom." So she got up. "That won't be odd to them cause I always have to call my mom," Jackie thought to herself as she walked to the house.

Once inside, Jackie went through her things and picked up this odd machine. Checking to make sure nobody else was around, she pushed a couple buttons and the machine turned on. "Hello this is Agent Miller checking in. There seems to be some sort of strange object heading towards the city. I'm not exactly sure what you need me to do." Static. Thats all she heard. "Alright I have to do this on my own. Let me check out what this thing is." More buttons pressed and now she knew. It was a missile heading straight for Eastpointe. "Those gold people in California think they can test their missiles on a small, unknown town like Eastpointe (and Warren)? I don't think so." I'm pretty sure you all think you know what will happen next. Jackie will call her military friends and they will fix everything. And that will be the end. Or that she won't be able to do anything and everyone in Eastpointe will die.

But you're wrong either way. As the missile plummeted down towards her and her friends, Jackie's mind raced. What do to, what to do? She had no contact with the military, for she had no special cell phone to do that (it was still being mailed to her). And she couldn't just sit there and let everyone die.

"It's supposed to be a last resort but it must be done. I have to do the unthinkable and..." Do you think know what will happen next???
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Monday, March 7th, 2005

Time:7:25 pm.
Mood: sick and tired.
So yesterday and today were just plain crappy. First off, Sunday my mom decided to take all of us girls shopping. I'm thinking "awesome I can buy some new shoes" but go figure, we get to Lakeside and I start to feel really sick. So I wasn't in the best mood to shop or anything. Then we go to Shake N' Shake for lunch and my stomach starts to hurt more than anything. So mom drops me off at home and I miss a great day of shopping. The only good thing was that I got to go to JoAnns for patterns.
Last night I was up the whole night. There's this sharp pain right across my stomach (still there actually) and I couldn't sleep. Let's just say I didn't get any sleep and I was in so much pain my mom wanted to take me to the hospital. But don't you think that's scary? I definatly didn't want to go. So I stayed up until about 7. I think I fell asleep for about an hour. I don't think I got more than 4 hours of sleep all day today. It sucks. But I did get some popsicles from my mom. They are so good.
Well right now, I feel way better than I did last night. My stomach and head hurts but it's good compared to before. My mom says she thinks I have the flu. I'm not sure if I'll be in school tomorrow and I might have to miss Inside MSU on Wednesday. That would suck. I want to go to that really bad.

Ok... I'm so bored and tired. I wish I could hang out with someone or do something. Of course writing in this journal and just staying on the computer is keeping my mind off the pain a bit. Thats good. It just sucks feeling like this. I just want to get better. Thats all.

Alright, so this entry was just about me being sick, how fun!!

I'm done
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Friday, March 4th, 2005

Subject:THe harder I keep running, the more you waste my time...
Time:11:25 pm.
Mood: cold.
Let's see, I'm sitting here in my basement, freezing my butt off, and kicking butt at bejeweled 2.
Today was alright. Last night I tried to convince my mom to let me stay home, but no. Darn! NHS, boring and my stomach hurt cause I was hungry. In first hour we are starting to sew, but they are pin cushins. I am so bored in that class. I can't wait to get to the harder sewing projects. Ummm... band was interesting because of Gattine. Wow what he told us he gave up for lent made me laugh so hard. Just thinking about it makes me laugh. HAHA!! I gave Aaronn his book (which he liked) and we played our festival music. After lunch I had the worst headache so I came home and slept. It was very nice.
Ben came over and we watched Donnie Darko. That movie is so strange. The bunny was the weirdest part. Some of the parts that he showed up in made me jump, just because he was so creepy looking. But Ben had to leave early for hockey. Go figure they didn't play cause there was a tournament at skateplex. Darn, we could have finished the movie together!!!!

Anyways, my friend Red called me, and he is one of the very few people I can talk to for more then 5 minutes on the phone. It was nice talking to him though. I guess I'm supposed to call him Sunday so him, Julia and me can go to the movies. I guess I have to call him or else he's gonna come over her and punch me in the face (his words exactly). That'll be fun (the movie not the punch in the face).

This weekend seems like its gonna be so busy. Band Festival tomorrow, gotta be at the school at 12?? Then my mom is gonna take me to JoAnn's so I can buy some Simplicity patterns (only $.99) YAY! That means I'm gonna be looking for patterns to put together my prom dress. Then I gotta look at fabric. I'm thinking blue/turquoise cause it will make my eyes stand out. But thats it as to prom. It is only March. But who says a head start isn't a good thing. Anyways, mom's taking us girls shopping for shoes and pants and such also. Plus Jess will be home so she'll be shopping with us. Awesome.

Well my head hurts and this is getting long. And I'm pretty sure Ben is the only one who reads this so next time I might just address him directly in it. Whatever...

I'm done now
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Tuesday, March 1st, 2005

Time:10:03 pm.
Mood: exhausted.
I was just looking at my last entry. I haven't updated in about a month. I've come to realize that I get into something really quick then just as fast, I just stop doing it. lol Oh well!

The only thing I can really think about right now is the fact that I CAN'T wait to get out of high school. I'm scared of course cause college is gonna be different and I'll be pretty much on my own, but I have just been so uneasy at school and even at home. It's weird. the only time I feel comfortable or relaxed is when I'm up in my room listening to music or hanging out over Ben's house or even just being lazy hanging out with friends. I think I have senioritous really bad.
I know for a fact that I will get homesick but I need a change, something new, something... different. Make sense???

Ok now that I have vented a bit, let's move on. Actually I don't know what else to write. That's the main reason I don't write in this thing anymore. I don't ever want to write anything in it.

Whatever, I'm done!
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Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005

Subject:Wow, is she really updating????
Time:9:38 pm.
Mood: tired.
I thought it was about time to update. I'm tired and I should probably go to bed soon, but it's only about 9:45 so my mentality is that I can't. But today seemed so long, I think it wore me out. School was long, as usual, but I did accomplish something! I got Melissa a date for Cinderella! Go me. lol I convinced Jeremy to go with her. But now he has to sing her Gravity any time she wants. That's funny. So I guess that means I am for sure going. Now all I gotta do is make my dress. But that won't be too hard. I just hope it turns out alright. I'll get my mom to help me.

I also had to go to the NHS inductions ceremony tonight. It actually wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I got to wear the cute skirt I made, and if I do say so myself, I looked pretty darn good in it!! lol But it was nice, I got to hang out with people and I had fun. But it wore me out, walking around in those heels all night!! WOW at least mine weren't as bad as Melissa's lol

So you want an update on my life??? Well, we're in a new semester and I've got some decent classes. I have a sewing class (YAY) and I'm excited for upcoming projects. I have a feeling I'm gonna like that class very much.
I'm also a student aide for Mrs. Doster, and surprisingly, I like helping her out. She always has something for me to do. It's not so bad though.

What else, oh yes. Lots of hanging out with people, and hockey games. FUN!! Lots of sewing too. Pajamas, skirts, dresses, I'm on a roll!!

Oh get this. I think it is so incredible. My brother, who's in the Air Force, is gonna solo this week on a training fighter jet. That is just unbelievable. It kinda makes me want to fly planes too (which is also what my dad wants me to do :) lol). I'm so proud of him. He's such an accomplished young man!! I do miss him but I know he's having fun in Oklahoma.
I just thought I'd sneak that in there cause it's cool.

And a special congrats to those who made the spring musical (especially Jeremy)
Ok, that's all I can think about at this point in time!!

The End!!
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Thursday, January 20th, 2005

Time:3:38 pm.
Mood: bored.
I'm bored out of my mind at the moment. I really don't have anything to do until 6:30 when I gotta go to my sister's choir thing at Macomb Community College. You want to know how bored I am?? I just beat a game of solitaire in 72 seconds and my score was about 10 thousand. That's crazy. And I'm still trying to beat that time. Well, I just felt like doing something so I updated. Now I'm gonna go drive my cousin home (it's something to do I guess). Hopefully my day picks up and I don't die from shear boredom.

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Wednesday, January 19th, 2005

Subject:Jello is good when it's 10 at night!!!
Time:9:58 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
Eating Jello and trying to figure out what to write. I was pressured into doing this so if it's a boring, no good entry, then blame it on Ben!!!

Typical boring day. I was dead tired all day in school. I slept in band, a little in research paper, and was out all through calc. I feel bad when I fall asleep in that class, but at least I'm keeping my grades up in there. Speaking of grades, does anyone know when our grades will get to us?? I want to know what I got. Guess what I got to do all 6th hour?? Stuff envelopes that are gonna be mailed to everyone in the school. It was a blast! NOT!

When I got home from school, I tried so hard to keep myself from falling asleep. So I went to my room and burned some yummy smelling strawberry candles. You can't fall asleep with candles burning. I don't want to be responsible for the fire that destroys my house. I also started thinking about a workout routine for myself. Don't worry I'm not one of those girls who are obsessed with their weight and all that. Just want to get in a routine for staying healthy :)
Anyways, I had a day of wanting to do a whole bunch of stuff but ended up not doing anything I had planned (except a select few things). Like I wanted to start sewing SOMETHING but didn't. I've got so much I want to sew. Like PJ's, a dress, shirts, whatever. It's an urge I can't get rid of.

Ok now on the subject of Cinderella. Everyone's asking if I'm going. My answer?? "I don't know yet" It's not a question of getting a date, just of general wonder if I want to go. Will I have fun? Is it worth $45 a couple? Let me know so I can decide!! I've never been to Cinderella.

What else, I gotta make this long since "long entries are gooooood"
Tomorrow, lets see. Katie has a choir concert that I'm going to. Ummm... I'm gonna try to sew something lol. And whatever else happens. Being spontaneous can be fun!

That's all!!!!
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Monday, January 17th, 2005

Time:7:27 pm.
Mood: exhausted.
So I just got back from Frankenmuth, spending a day with the family. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be (considering the fact that my two younger sisters always manage to find some way to start fights with each other). We listened to Weird Al on the way there. I didn't realize how long it's been since I've listened to him. He's so funny.
We got there and went straight to the general store and shopped. There's all kinds of different things in there. It was fun to look around. We bought some candy and other stuff. Then we went to this cool holographic store. Wow I think I love that place. It was so interesting. And my mom bought me a ring. I'm glad cause I like rings. Anyways, we walked around and then bought some fudge, German roasted almonds (yummy), and chocolate covered pretzels. Hmmm... what did we do next. Oh ya, dinner at Zehnder's. It was an all you can eat chicken dinner and it was delicious. And we got these little plastic mermaids on our ice cream. It was sweet but me and Katie were fighting over the blue one (I got it).
After dinner we went to the little shopping center thing thats there. Went to the Popcorn Wagon, it's a pretty cool store witth all types of different flavored popcorn. Then went to Yankee Candle and my mom bought me some candles. Birthday cake and sweet strawberry. Now my room is gonna smell soooo good.
Ride home was ok. I had a headache (still do). I fell asleep listening to The Romantics and woke up to my dad and sisters singing to Love Shack (not very well might I add). That didn't help my headache so I was a bit cranky.

Now, I'm cold, bored, and wishing that there wasn't school tomorrow. But I do like the fact that my weekend was fun. I had everyone over my house last night, which was a bit weird at first cause I'm not used to having friends over. We played lot's of games and I was surprised that the guys actually wanted to play Mystery Date. That was hilarious. But I was up till 2 watching Bri and Jared play Crash team racing.

Well this entry turned out to be a bit longer than I though it would be. Enjoy!!
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Sunday, January 16th, 2005

Time:12:41 pm.
Mood: cold.
It seems to me that the only time I update is when I'm bored. I have nothing better to do then sit here, alone in the basement, going over things that have happened in the past week or so...

So what can I write about first??? How about the thing we all dreaded this week. Finals. I was so surprised at how at ease I was about these finals. I would say they were the easiest I have ever had. And I don't have to take anymore!!! YAY!! I don't think I spent more then 2 hours total studying this week. Can you believe that we had to take a final for student aide to the counselors? It was easy (no being timed at how fast you can run passes lol), but still. And Mrs. Doster asked me to be her student aide next semester so now I don't have to take that creative housing or whatever class that is. Awesome. Physics-somewhat easy, band-sleeping in is always great, sen. lit.-EASY, calc.-much better than I thought it would be, and of course, housing design-simple, especially with that notecard. So that's it.

Everyday after finals I had something to do which I love cause I don't like being bored. Wednesday, I went bowling with Melissa and the boys then hung out. Thursday went to Ben's with Melissa and watched movies came home watched a pretty sweet CSI and actually fell asleep at 10:30!!! Friday I went out to eat with Jenny, Ashlee, and Candace, then went to Ben's house. We just watched TV, played UNO with Bri (which I still have to play with him again cause he challenged me!!) and watched an old hockey video of Ben when he was younger (4 goals might I add lol). Got home and fell asleep in the basement around 10 watching Jill play a video game (the bed down here is SO comfortable).

Yesterday I went to my 19 year old cousin's baby shower. It was weird but I won the center piece. A citrus candle!! Then I got home and was lazy. Then hung out with Melissa and the guys at Joe's. Big ordeal involving Brendan and Melissa that I really don't know what to think. Went to Meijers and Melissa bought us food cause she had 2 gift cards. Ate some good pizza with an 8 oz. can of orange pop (courtesy of Ben) and some Half-Baked ice cream. Then home and sleep.

This morning my mom wanted us to go to church. Went, felt strange as usual cause I don't fit in there at all, then drove home with mom asking me why I don't like going. Kind of complicated I'd say but don't need to get into that one. Now I'm down here, bored as you can see from all that I've written.

I don't know what else I'm doing today. Hanging out? Sleep-over (Melissa?)? Who knows.

Ok, I think I'm about done for now!
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Thursday, January 6th, 2005

Time:4:10 pm.
Mood: blank.
I've got nothing to do right now. So I'll fill up my time by updating.

Yesterday I got really bored cause I was putting off my homework till the last minute (like always). So I went up to my room, looked in my mirror and decided I needed a little change. Can you guess what I did??? Yup, I cut my hair. It's not drastic, just a slight difference. It's like a face frame now. But to my surprise, it doesn't look bad at all. Just new, which is what I wanted. And now I'm scissor happy cause I feel like I want to put some layers in now lol. We''l see what happens!!!

Then I came down here on the computer and Melissa wanted to hang out. So we decided to go to Joe's. Sat around, like usual. But that's ok. I like the fact that I get to get away and hang out with all of them. Except when Brendan gets mean, like to Melissa. She doesn't deserve that.
When we were leaving, Ben decided he wanted to have a snowball fight, so I put on my gloves and we had one. I totally killed him!!! Pushed him in the snow and everything. But I think it's because I had an addvantage over him. He didn't have gloves or a winter coat on. But in the end I was the one who had to clean him off before he got in Brendan's car. But I'm not complaining.

Today we should have had a snowday. Stupid school. I had to walk in the street because noone shoveled their sidewalks. Walking in freezing rain is the best thing in the world!!! <~sarcasm~>

That's enough for now cause I gotta go say bye to my sister who's going back to school!!!
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Sunday, January 2nd, 2005

Time:10:30 pm.
Mood: pleased.
So I just got back from Melissa's where we hung out with Ben and watched some movies. The Hunted is an awesome movie. Ben decided he wants to change his name to Benicio cause it's such a cool name. lol (btw, Benicio Del Toro is in the movie). And all the sweet stuff they did in that movie, like the fights with knives and such are so intense and just plain awesome. It would be so cool to learn all those moves they did and how to become "invisible". lol
We also watched Jay and Silent Bob. Weird movie but still funny.

So just chillin over there was nice and relaxing, especially just the fact that I got out of the house today. I'm so glad I got to hang out with friends because I wanted to end this break having fun. One week until finals (sorry about the reminder). I do not want to go to school, do a whole bunch of work and then still have to come home to study and stuff. That sucks.

Well, it's a short update but I had nothing to put in it.

I'm done
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Time:1:54 pm.
Mood: bored.
I'm SOOOOO bored!!!!!

[x] mean yes, [] means no, and [/] means somewhat

[/] I'm obsessed with new things.
[ ] I'm the youngest child.
[ ] I am a shopaholic.
[ ] I have my ears gaged.
[x] I wear black eyeliner.(but not all goth)
[ ] I love strawberry daiquiris.
[/] I can't live without lipgloss.
[x] I can't live without music.
[ ] I lived in Tahoe.
[/] I spend all the money I have.(cause I don't have a lot)
[x ] I'll be in college for over 4 years.
[ ] I love designer handbags.
[x] I get annoyed easily.
[x] I eventually want kids.
[x] I loved the Backstreet Boys.(see how it's past tense??)
[ ] I have more than a couple horrible memories.
[/] I like to watch Degrassi.
[x] I am a person.
[x] I hate people who are fake.(dislike)
[x] I can be mean when I want to.
[/] My dreams are bizzare.
[ ] I have way too many pairs of shoes.
[ ] I've seen Shes All That at least 50 times.
[x] I dress how I feel that day.
[ ] I love Charmed.
[ ] Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
[ ] I hate when people are ridiculously late.
[x] I procrastinate.
[/] Winter is my favorite season.
[ ] I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
[x] I love to sleep.
[/] I wish I was smarter.
[ ] I am the hottest bachelorette.
[ ] I have a lot of drama.
[ ] No one knows the full story of my life.
[/] I love my hair.
[/] I sometimes fight with my parents.
[x] I love the beach.
[x] I have had the chicken pox.
[/] I'm excited for the future.
[ ] I can't control my emotions.
[ ] I can't wait till New Year's.
[/] I love to make fun of MTV reality shows.
[x] I love my friends.
[/] Christmas is my favorite holiday.
[x] I can be very insecure sometimes.
[x] I have had a broken bone.
[/] I hate ignorant people.
[ ] I love my laptop.
[/] I like guys that play the guitar.
[/] I state the obvious.
[x] I'm a happy person.
[/] I love to dance.
[/] I love to sing.
[/] I hate cleaning my room.
[/] I tend to get jealous very easily.
[ ] I like to play video games.
[/] I love John Mayer.
[x] I hate when I see animals/people getting abused.
[ ] I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat beef.
[/] I don't like to study for tests.
[ ] I love playdough.
[/] I am too forgiving.
[/] I have a good sense of direction.
[/] I love high school.
[x] I have a talent of sweet talking my way out of things.
[ ] I don't drink enough to get drunk. (i don't drink)
[/] I love kisses on the forehead.
[/] I love the color pink.
[ ] I don't sew.
[x] I am not addicted to drugs.
[ ] I love the Olsen twins.
[ ] I'd try out for the softball team.
[/] I become stressed easily.
[x] I like comfy sweatpants.
[x] I love shaggy hair on guys.
[x] I love the smell of fresh laundry.
[ ] I hate when people spell Red Hot Chili Peppers, with 2 l's. Or only 1 p.
[x] I get along with my parents.
[x] Friends are very important to me.
[ ] I get confused easily.
[ ] I like to write with black ink better than with blue.
[ ] My hair is naturally curly.
[x] Taking photos is fun.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I made cookies tonight.
[ ] I dont like swimming.
[/] I want to be 5 again.
[x] I want to travel someday.
[/] I can remember useless stuff but never anything relevent.
[x] I have a pet cat.
[ ] I am 16.

Have you...

[ ]been drunk.
[ ]smoked pot.
[x]smooched a member of the opposite sex.
[x]made out with a member of the opposite sex.
[ ]done more things with a member of the opposite sex
[ ]rode in a taxi.
[ ]been dumped.
[x]gotten your heart broken.
[ ]shoplifted
[ ]been fired
[ ]had a job.
[ ]been in a fist fight.
[ ]snuck out of your parent's house.
[ ]been arrested.
[ ]stole something from your job.
[ ]celebrated new years in times square.
[ ]went on a blind date
[ ]smoked a cigarette.
[ ]gone on an airplane by yourself.
[x]broken a bone.
[ ] had sex in a car.
[ ] pissed on a friend's car while drunk
[x]White lied to a friend.
[ ]had a crush on a teacher.
[ ]celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ]been to europe.
[ ]taken caffeine pills.
[ ]been to disney world
[x]had a crush on someone you hardly knew.
[ ]been to california.
[x]been skinny dipping.
[x]regretted something.
[ ]peed on someones lawn.
[ ]skipped school.
[ ]thrown up from drinking.
[ ]lost your sibling.
[ ]smooched a member of the same sex
[ ]made out with a member of the same sex.
[ ]done more things with a member of the same sex.
[ ]had sex with a boy
[ ]had sex with a girl.
[ ]been in a car accident.
[ ]partied for days and days straight
[x]stayed up all night with a friend.
[x]had a family member die.
[x]played clue
[x]had a sleepover party.
[x]went ice skating.
[ ]dropped xtasy.
[ ]been cheated on.
[ ]had a threesome.
[ ]had a quinceanera.
[ ]have a car.
[x] drove.
[ ] had a conversation with a police officer (my ex-uncle is one)
[ ] had grey hair
[ ] done prank phone calls.
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